i need to "let it all out" in the worst way. thing is, i don't know where to. i can't just scream in my apartment. it's an apartment. someone will call the cops. and screaming into the pillow doesn't work. i need the satisfaction of the sound, the shriek the wail howl cry. the pillow. that's one of my friends. not about to yell at it.
you know, i can't even finish writing this. i'm so tired of it all. even my fingers are weak.